you ever stopped an analyzed someone to the point where you went, wow…. i don’t think i ever saw that..
like how much one specific person is actually really a gentleman? one of my best friends, griffin, never ceases to surprise me. this isn’t one of those guys who you look at and go, yeah all that’s on his mind is sex. this is the kid who looked at me once two years ago and told me he had nothing to offer me… [after i kissed him lol]. this is the guy who told me why he’d been pulling away for the past year or so, and he was afraid that i was going to say goodbye because of it. this is the guy who pulled me in and kissed me goodbye the other day. and then a few days later apologized if he crossed the line… who opens doors for me. who will always walk me to his car. who can give hugs like no other.
why do we sometimes miss those people, those gentleman, even, because we are too busy with other…things…?
love, sometimes, is a cruel, cruel thing.