well, i got what i asked for. i did. i really, really did.
two weeks of not talking to him. a break. i feel like it went sideways to a friendship now. i tried to explain the fact that i felt that the romance blew out of us…. as he defended himself and said it’s hard to do so when we’re apart.. i’m talking about love here. i shouldn’t have said romance. all we do is sex, eat out, and cuddle. and argue. that isn’t romance. sex isn’t something i like anymore, it’s a routine for me. it’s making you happy. and i can do that… but, shouldn’t i like it too?
love is supposed to be mutual. not routine. i miss us.